Just a little something that I had to get out of my head. And I had fun writing it!
Title: Again
“I accept no responsibility and I would do it all again!” I shouted.
In my head. Not out loud. Do you all think I have a death wish? I mean, yeah, my butt is toast, but I do have some self preservation skills left.
And the reason why my butt is toast isn’t because I’d done something stupid. Again. Although I had done something stupid. Monumentally stupid. Again.
No, I know exactly the reason I’m getting spanked. He knows the reason too. And he knows that I know. And I know that he knows that...you get the point. I’m rambling. Again. I’ll get to the point.
It wasn’t for being stupid. Again. It was so I could forgive myself and move on. Not get stuck in the muck and mire of regret and self-flagellation.
Though I may not sit comfortably tonight. Or even tomorrow. I would be much harsher on myself than he ever would.
Do I accept the responsibility? Would I do it all again? Well that depends. Do I accept responsibility for my stupidity? In two words, hell yes.
Would I do it all again? My act of stupidity? No. I do try to learn from my mistakes.
Would I do it all again? Marry him? In two words, hell yes.
End
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